Corner of the Sky
March 22, 2010
I am writing today for the sake of writing. I am painting words onto a blank slate just to be able to say that today, I wrote. I am not writing with purpose, or to share anything other than tiny black letters dotting a page. I am writing with the hope that somehow just the act of punching keys will start something, shift something, move something.
I woke today with that familiar heaviness. That weight that has been pressing down on my heart now for months. That familiar aching, longing, loneliness still permeating each fibre of my being. Today I woke with the same fear, the same sadness, the same mountain before me.
But today is different because today I am exercising my right to choose. Today I choose joy. Today I choose love. Today I choose light over darkness.
There is a corner of the sky where light peeks through. A tiny bit of blue in the upper left of my window frame. It is stretching across the sky now. Illuminating the cherry blossoms, and the white lace curtains of the house across the courtyard.
Today I choose to be like the sun. Through the thick blanket of grey, I persist. I am determined, to let my light shine once more.
Hello my lovely daughter of the peeking sun streaking into the blueness of feeling lonely.
Thank you for choosing joy. Thank you for choosing love.
Thank you for all the joy you bring to my life.
Thank you for the love that radiates like sunshine from your heart to mine. You warm my life and create rainbows of joy in my heart.
Thank you for the light.
Love
your mum who loves you more than all the white lace curtains that will ever blow in a warm spring breeze and all the cherry trees that will ever blossom.